HelpMePleaseowo

You may see me smiling but right now , my wold seems to be falling apart, no matter how hard i try , Everything just takes control. I am not what people call the best person alive . I have made mistakes, hurt people . But everyone makes mistakes . I hate everything about me. I am not the best person , yes i know . But when it comes down to being happy ... I seem to never really show the real happiness. I always pretend everything will be okay , when inside i feel like i am worthless , Not enough , ugly . But yet everyone else seems to see this Beautiful girl , who cares about everyone else but when it comes to her she would rather die . She d